Update: Our Qualifying exam has been moved to the 29th of April. It has already been moved twice and I want it to be moved again. I am losing the focus and motivation needed for me to continue to get going because of some complicated matters. I wanna die now. I hate laziness. I hate myself. Plus pa yung calculus (math is my weakness). Calculus just makes me frustrated all the time. hayy -__-

Breaking News

blimey! hahaha. I was shocked, and so surprised when I saw my grade in accounting this afternoon... At least, I can now breath a little easier. 

We've waited for 2 or 3 weeks for our grades in Accounting to come out in our SIS (Student Information System) account, and now our prof. encoded our grades just this afternoon. Those weeks were one of the most nerve-racking and heart-pumping weeks of my life, ever! I was almost hopeless that I wouldn't be able to pass the subject because I felt that I'll fail (you know, I fucked up my quizzes!) but by God's grace, I did pass! 

While we were on our way home, I saw a rainbow which we all know happens not everyday. I immediately thought that it was a sign, a good omen. So when I got home, I decided to go to the Church to attend the Mass. I was so into the Mass that I didn't mind the mosquitoes flying all-over me. I prayed and ask for guidance that whatever happens, may He guide me and may He let me accept it easily, if in case, I fail. Why am I so paranoid of failing? It's because our college has a policy that if we failed, dropped, or withdrew any of our subjects, automatically we're out of the game, kicked out of the college. Kaya ang hirap, sabog mga pangarap mo nun. Anyhow, when I got home, I immediately went upstairs to check my grades. Bloody Hell! I passed. I'm surviving, so far!  All the worries banished. All i can feel is extreme happiness that I could turn on a lightbulb... And I'm almost bursting at the seams with happiness! Oh God! Btw, we're still waiting for our grades in Law and P.E., but I trust my professors on those subjects, haha, alam na nila yun. :)

Thank you Lord for giving me this chance to continue my fight for my future. 

I know, the battle isn't over yet. We still have a huge struggle to overcome and the judgement day is near approaching--Qualifying Exam. Mag-aral na ulit tayo. Good luck and God bless to all of us!

WTF talaga! hindi ako mkaget-over! hahaha

The animations/gif's were all from google.

Just Dropping By.

I missed blogspot bigtime! I'm here just to take a peek if my account is still working and to read the blogs of  people I'm following. After reading their posts, I was again inspired by the way they write and how their life have been since I last opened here.. My life? Well, school has always been very tough. Patayan na! Actually, what I'm doing right now is already what they call, 'buwis-buhay' since I still have hundred of pages yet to memorize. I really hate it how my minor subjects eat most of my time. Yung sobrang gusto ko ng mag-aral ng accounting tapos eeksena yun. Damn. Speaking of accounting, I really, really hope and pray that I would be able to pass this semester. I even told my parents the situation and what would be the consequences if I didn't make it. They gave me words of encouragement which I truly need right now. Those words coming from them are enough for me to get going and fight for my future. I know what I want. I just need to FOCUS.

Love month...valentine's day... Oh, nevermind. HAHA. I was so busy during those times with school stuff that I forgot to invite someone, or to go out with someone. As far as I can remember, I dated my thesis groupmates. Yes, we worked on our 'thesis-thesisan' because it wasn't really a thesis for me, I think it's just a mere requirement that we need to pass so that 'she' could have something to record on 'her' grading sheets. (Sana sapian si ma'am ng Holy Spirit while checking it.')

mmm..What else happened to me? Oh, yes. My friends and I grew closer. One thing I learned this past few weeks is that you can't live alone. No man is an island. You need to have a support group or networks of friends to guide you. Thanks to twitter, fb, and to the entire social media, mas madaling makipagcommunicate.

Need to get my eyebrows burnt again. Til next time.